But... this is not the way... At least not the God's way....

Just went for bus enthusiasts cell meeting at Wilcent's house.. We watched 1 of the video for the My Hope Singapore campaign, about a ex-convict whose now is a pastor in his church.. I was so touched especially the part whereby he couldn't get to see his grandma/mum (I forgot who's the right one liao) for 1 last time before she passed away while he is still in prison, and the one in which he remembered his school times whereby his teacher said this to him "God loves you, Jesus loves you and I love you too". Immediately tears just went down my cheeks.. 

Right now, Sundown event has just finished successful and smoothly last Monday, and right now, more things coming ahead, in my CG, ministry, school, and all the outings that are coming ahead.. God, I really need more of Your everything, especially in the area of strength, because too many things just happening around, and at times, I may just feel very drained out and weak..

At times, especially during my quiet time or while I am in a long journey bus ride along expressway, I ponder and ask God, why am I going through all these things? But I believe that God does that because He has a purpose for me in every single thing that happens.. In times when I feel very down because of certain things that happened to me, God gave me this verse from Psalms 23:4-5 to really encourage me in my Christian walk...

Now I just really wanna finish this year fast, steady and good, and to start off a new year with a new year and resolution... A new year, a new beginning...

Just a photo to end off this blog post... With thanks to those NS Medical checkup people (the one who gave me injection to my right hand) to suck out 2 tubes containing my BLOOD! See how screwed these people can be?!? Before next Tuesday I will go to polyclinic if this persist on... 1 more thing!! For my left hand which is used for blood pressure test, thanks to that my last finger got a numb feeling until NOW!!~ Thank you CMPB for the "GREAT" (internal) injuries/hurts that were done for me!!! Well done.. (2x) **sarcastic**

As I served in my zone (Charlie Terrace 03), I kept feeling so rushing and stress during Praise and the beginning part of Worship until I thought that I couldn't just concentrate Worshipping Him, and finally when my zone is about to be done settling on the number of empty seats, I just stand on 1 side along the pathway and just worship Him, and as I do so, this time I just couldn't resist my emotions any further, and I just broke down before Him.. As the worship was coming to a end before the preaching and etc, I just feel that the time that I spend with Him is too short, and really felt like worshipping Him even more...

As for the preaching/sermon part, the message also really describes the situation that I am facing right now, i.e., the bus farewell tour.. (more focus into the committee section). Later in the afternoon, I met Alan first after our service (since we from same church service but different cell only) and then we went to meet up with the rest of the bus farewell tour committee at Buangkok area... It was a very fruitful one down there, where the seniors gave chance to the organizer, each one of us who were present there, pointed out the mistakes and problems that is being done, and then came out with suggestions to the mistakes and problems so that mistakes will not repeat itself next time when we have such bus farewell tour again..

After that went to Jurong Point to meet up with my parents and brother (as my sister was still having her Xtreme Challenge (a kind of amazing race but doing all sorts of Xtreme sports), and for myself I managed to get my new year t-shirts from there.. After walking around the new extention, I still prefer the t-shirts from Spade, and 1 shot I bought 2 t-shirts, 1 with the attractive sliver thingy, and another with the cross.. Super nice... Their staffs (all youngsters) were all super friendly and they provide very great service to me! I even get the Spade membership card for free (as the total amount for the 2 t-shirt were $50 and above). Either during the chinese new year or new year end then I will start wearing it le...

After that have dinner first before taking train (as my parents wanted me to take train with them) back home, and guess what? The train that I took is the one without the seats in the middle section of every carriage.. (Carriage 059-060) Let the photos do the talking..

I just finished cutting my hair at the usual place at Bt Batok (Vincent & Daniel hair saloon) in the morning when Christopher sms me saying that SMB15T (Newest SMRT bus model) and TIB1172M (SMRT Merz Habit bendy) kena accident at around 11am. So immediately after that, I took 963 transfer 106 down to the accident site (a few metres away before Clementi MRT bus stop towards city).

Let the photos do the talking! Enjoy!!~

Thanks JT for the invitation.. It's indeed a enjoyable and memorable one.. Although I am part of their click, but I feel comfortable to be with them (i.e. not feeling anything bad). Out of my 4 different classes in this semester, I find that W64G is still the best one.. Although there are some black sheeps, I still have people like Sam, JT, Velina (Xiao Wei), Bob and Yin Min around which really brighten up my day.. 

Okay back to his birthday, most of us stay throughout overnight at the chalet for Tuesday night, and we really had a lot of fun playing Wii, mahjong, some poker game when the penalty was drinking some alcoholic drink + soft drinks mixed together, BBQ, and sleep.. 

1st night, I went to prepare and BBQ with Sam, Edison and Irvin.. Darren also came to help out as well when he reached there, and I can say that Darren was our saviour of the night.. Anything screwed up for the BBQ or need any help, he's always there.. Very zai I must say! Because of the reactive charcoal and the firestarter, my role down there would mostly be the "fireman". What I did? Whenever I saw the fire growing more and more stronger, I would use tap water to spray over it (of course we got shift the BBQ foods first before I sprayed). And I also use the paper plate to act as a mobile fan to the rest of them.

After BBQ, we went back inside to play poker card game with the rest, and the unlucky ones who kena the specific card, will get to drink a cup of Chivas that was mixed with some soft drinks.. Lucky for me, I never get to kena at all, but instead help Irvin (or someone I forgot who liao but should be Irvin) to drink a cup because Irvin was about to get drunk.. Had a late night sleep after that at around 4-5am in the wee morning..

2nd day, I was 1 of the latest person to wake up (together with JT's brother when he slept beside me) which is at around 12pm.. Went down to the swimming pool with Sam, Darren and the rest.. Feel very scared when Sam wanted to drag me down the pool, and I told him that I would come down by my own... Lolx... After that when I went down the pool and Sam wanted to guide me and teach me how to swim, I told him once again that I can't even float on the water. In the end, I walked on the water from 1 end to the other, and after that, keep leaning myself to the side of the pool cos I was so scared of getting drown la... 

Went up to have a bath (inside the bath tub at the 2nd floor toilet) after that and accompany Irvin to fetch Shumin and Xiaowei from Jurong East Int.. It's raining cats and dogs at that period of time (Around 1pm), and guess what? Not only we reached Jurong East Int late, but we also took the wrong shuttle bus which only goes round and round the IBP (International Business Park) opposite The Chevrons. It's no wonder we saw a number of people wearing so formal and taking the bus, and guess what? The driver is a CHINAMAN, and I guess he also feeling very =.=" and ??=.="?? when people asking him to stop at a specific point and they just ran in the heavy rain to their building without a single umbrella.. Ended up we alighted up at the slip road exiting to the main road and went into the bus stop to wait for Service 105..

Reached Jurong East Int, and we went for lunch at a coffee shop at the Int itself.. Took Service 105 back to the chalet, and after that, I think most of the time I was either playing Wii, or playing Mahjong with Sam they all... All I must remember about that Mahjong session is that I had "zha hu" when I had 1 tile of "五万 (5 million in chinese)" and waiting for 1 more of the same one to win the game... Guess what? Right after I asked Sam about the 1 tile (whether can I only picked the tile myself in order to win or what?) and then when my next player (I forgot his name pai seh..) throw the tile that I wanted, immediately I declared "hu" (which means win the game), GG after that for the next few rounds.. Lolx.. Sam called this "zha hu" a lesson fee for me... =D

Thanks to Edison & Andy they all for serving us hot dogs etc when I was playing Mahjong with Sam they all.. It's even less burnt-out that the previous day one and it taste nicer.. After that chill out for a while before most of us went back home..

Thursday after school, we gathered at a empty classroom to celebrate his birthday too, but I didn't went out with them for dinner after that because some of my friends coming to my house in the evening and I gotta rush back..

Overall, I really had a wonderful time especially at the chalet itself, and it's the best chalet that I have ever went so far... Facilities there all very nice lor.. I may consider to book there next year for my 21th birthday also... Lolx.. Till then, I shall stop here for now.. 

(Will upload photos tonight when I get back home..)

What a wonderful blessing that I get during the F1 season in Singapore for the past 3 days especially during work time as Traffic Marshals..

I must say that as a 1st timer watching F1 race, I am truly inspired by the teams, drivers and the F1 car itself, and the whole atmosphere as a whole, even though I really know nuts about the driver or team names.. And perhaps I can start to explore more about it over the internet to know more about everything in F1 race..

Day 1 (Friday): During the random pick by the manager, I get to stand under the shelter and shade at the floyer near Kallang Leisure park where the Paddock Club shuttle buses picking up area is.. Drivers of the shuttle buses were generally friendly, nice to crap and chat with..

Day 2 (Saturday): Stick back to the same place, same old bunch of nice drivers... After work, get to tour around the circuit area via Gate 1 thanks to 1 of the Kelly Services staff as he's also keen to go there but WALK all the way from Kallang Leisure Park..

Day 3 (Sunday): Last minute redeployment of manpower, I get to station outside the Paddock Club to direct the traffic and people, can see the race track but not that clear because of the barricade.. Managed to take the Paddock Club shuttle bus down instead of WALK all the way.. At the Overhead 2nd bridge area, 2 kind souls give me and my working friends 2 entry pass to pit grandstand area, where we can have a view of the pitstop too! After the race, people started to go down to the track area and do their stunts and take lots of photos! From 10pm take photo and walk walk until 11:30pm++ where I met Bing He and his friends to walk to City Hall MRT Station to take train back... On the way back, I wanted to buy the F1 programme booklet at the booth which cost $20, but thank God, the staff was not there, and I managed to take a copy for myself for free since nobody cares after that... Chaos all over the place... =D

Reached back home safe and sound at around 1:25am.. Slept at 3:30am and woke up at 7am next day which is today for school..

Shall let the photos do the talking!

At the starting/ending line of the race track..

Ready.. Get set.. GO!!!

Being inspired by a foreigner Ang Moh to do that which he did the same thing before I follow suit! Not easy to climb up ok? Haha..