11:40 PM
Updates these few days..Haiz.. Once again, sorry for being too harsh in my words for the previous entry because my mood isn't that good at the point of time.
These few days, i always tend to do a self-reflection about myself.. People here, if you find me suddenly being too quiet with not much of expression, you should know what happen to me.. Besides being too stressed out about the CCA thing (actually is called SLA), i also feeling very down because of other factors..
First thing first, this is from my honest opinion/thinking and no offences to anyone arh..
These few days, i've been observing the characters of my classmates, and then did a self-reflection on it. Thinking back of the past, what have i done wrong, and how should i correct it so that i will not make the history repeats itself again. Come on, i'm now about to 18 yrs old le, and i ought to become mature and not being so childish anymore le.. Okie.. So far i have found around 3 to 4 potential guys classmates which i can establish a very good friendship with, and for these 3 or 4 guys, i may use them as my role examples, meaning if they are good in a certain way, i will learn it from them.
Once again, no offences for what i wish to say below;
This late morning/noon, the faciliation room was too noisy, i wasn't able to concentrate on the assignment thing seriously, and i did not mention anything about it when i was inside the room. Instead, i asked around 2-3 guys whether they wish to go out also, and the 4 of us here brought our laptops outside to do our assignments. Doesn't mean if i can tolerate the super loudness noise inside the room, i can concentrate my work well. It makes me feel very distracted that i can't continue on with my work. At least for movies, i am still okay with it. In fact, i feel very happy when my classmates play movies during breakouts as it can be a form of entertainment ;-)
Okie i think it's time to get some rest for me le.. Once again i stressed out this: No offence to anyone here especially for my classmates. Don't take it TOO MUCH to heart when you read this entry. Shall end my tonight's entry here..
Victor Lim
Tuesday, May 02, 20065:36 PM
About choosing of CCA in RP.Haiz.. When talking about this, i'm really into big stress.. This morning some of my classmates might notice my moody behaviour in class, some people even thought i was angry when i slam my laptop cover.
Guys and girls here, let me ask you a question: How do you choose your own CCA? Be it either in secondary schools or polytechnic/JC/ITE. Do you really choose a CCA which is a enjoyable, that will benefit you a lot, and it suits your interests VERY well?
Let me share with you my honest feelings over here.. The main reason why i joined martial arts such as Tae-Kwon-Do is because of my self-defence purpose. 1 of my friends, Sebastian, even insist me to become 1 of the combat kickboxing instructor in RP though regular training.
I shall list down in black and white, my requirements for choosing a CCA in RP (Republic Polytechnic). A CCA which: -
1. Don't make me feel even more tired out after school.
2. Suits my interest VERY well.
3. Doesn't require any VIGOROUS training. (It's linked to point no. 1)
4. If can, doesn't required TOO MUCH of my free time.
5. Makes me feel enjoyable and relaxing after that.
6. Benefits me a lot through the skills that i've learned from it.
As some of you here might known, i'm the type of person who hates to be control by other people, especially my friends. Well, i believe everyone of you here wants their own freedom right? And also to control your own time well instead of other people controlling your time right?
As for my choice of the CCA in RP, my decision is FINAL. It's either i don't join any CCA AT ALL, or i will join Photography IG (Interest Group).
*** CASE CLOSED ***
Victor Lim