As usual, certain thoughts just came into my mind once again..

One thing would be for 1 of my hobbies which is buses.. Well... I guess, I am just too tired to see myself spotting buses for the whole day.. These days, all I want to do is to just relax and spend time with friends doing fruitful and enjoyable stuffs, rather than keep bus here bus there.. Notice that everytime bus enthusiasts ask me out for bus spotting, I keep rejecting their request.. But if they ask mi out for casual dinner and relax talk cock sing song, I would most likely be going.. This is me... 

And also, I also have mixed thoughts and emotions right now.. On the positive side, I am feeling happy and excited because tomorrow is the last day of lesson for me in RP... On the negative side, really there are lots for me to express it out, and some things which I only wish to express it to about 1 or 2 of my friends whom I felt that I am most comfortable sharing it with... More towards after graduating like how I stay in contact with my friends and meet them...

Okay... I think I will share till here... The rest in MSN then say...

So fast, just a second, and everything's over...

No more burden for FYP2...

Just 2 more weeks of lesson and that's it..

I wonder how and what will my life be after I graduate from Republic Polytechnic..

Sometimes, lots of thoughts just gush through my mind...

Sometimes, I just don't know how to express it in words...

Sometimes, I just don't know why I feel so emo after watching certain shows or movies..

After watching Little Nonya's final episode, I feel so emo that I couldn't concentrate on doing anything (especially FYP), and the whole night, all I have done was just think until I fall asleep.. Reason being is not for the war and killing part, but it's the part whereby they talk about their family trees, their ancestors, grandparents, etc, which makes me really ............................. and when I think back of the times that I spent with my grandparents when my family visited them, all these has became a past... Haiz...

Another one is Red Cliff 2 which I watched yesterday. No doubt the show is really nice and deserve a 4 or 5 star rating, but yet again, don't know why when I watch all the war show/movies, I just feel very emo.. I keep thinking and thinking and thinking, thinking of a lot of things and at times always feel like asking some questions... I just don't know why, when it comes to watching movies, I will tend to be very emotional and I do feel scared, joy of laughter, sad, and tend to laugh or cry (especially cry) more easily.. I can say that so far till now, all the movies by Jack Neo never fail to make me cry before, or at least, feel so touched that tears just drop down my cheeks..

Few days back, when I happened to view photos of Hong Kong night scenery shots, it really brings me a kind of feeling that is indescrible.. It just add more colours and vibrant into my life, and I just feel so disgusted when I look at all the night scenery photos of Singapore... It's like throwing my face down when I look at all the Singapore ones..

And not to mention, the public transport service level that is being brought to their fellow commuters.. Singapore ones is just like a piece of junk and shit when compared to Hong Kong ones.. and in a few years time when I start to work, I will make plans of buying a car and probably rely lesser on the 'very unreliable' SBS Transit and SMRT bus and train services. (especially bus). The thing that I cannot tolerate the most is when commuters CANNOT BOARD THE LAST BUS of the day/night for a particular service (especially SMRT Bus Service 190). This service (190) has gone from good (old SBS and TIBS days) to bad and worst (when SMRT took over TIBS) and right now it's HOPELESS until it has becoming 1 of the bus services that I most DESPISE of... =.="

Another 2 SMRT Bus service that I am most DESIPSE of is Service 169 and 902... No doubt it's a point-to-point service from Woodlands Regional Int to Republic Polytechnic in the morning, everytime when I take Service 903 (another much better alternative route). Service 902 is because of what I called the "Hello Kitty" queue. Service 169 is because of the irritating SMRT staff (especially Tay Chin Tian) who "hug" the front door when the bus (Service 169 ones) is ALMOST full (not totally full), and don't allow anymore people to squeeze in through.. 

One fine day and night I shall do stunts to Service 169 before I graduate, and one fine night I shall do another stunt (more severe and serious this time) on Service 190 at 1 of the 2 most sensitive bus stop (i.e. opposite Far East Plaza bus stop, outside Thong Teck Building), and I will make sure the last bus driver and SMRT management die until 10 times jia liak, even to the extent of calling the police down by the driver.. And I will make sure SMRT kena fine 10 times jia liak like a few million dollars also and hopefully allow SBS Transit to control back Service 190 and improve their fleets..

Wondering if next Thursday should I go for the Student Forum II about Transport Issues since I complete my CE points long time ago.. But if I go, I may or will shoot/feedback them until quite jia liak also... Singapore is indeed a first class city with THIRD class public transportation..

Some more thoughts in my mind...

My Year 2009 resolution and goals.. When am I going to finish thinking and writing it, and making sure that I achieve it..

Lots of commitments coming along the way too... I really need to better manage my time...

In terms of my expenses wise, I also gotta better manage it... 

Priorities: Tithes, Arise and Build 2008 (building funds), planning of having chalet for my 21st Birthday..

But firstly, I must find a job, at least to substain my income till the day of my NS Enlistment...

In terms of a lot of areas, I really need to improve it, and I will never be satisfied of who I am and what I am right, because I believe in doing and achieving things from glory to glory..

Okay that's all for now... Have other stuffs going on and indeed I am quite a busy man... =D

Cya guys around... Take care and God bless! ^_^

Sometimes I do wonder if my team as a group got the sense of urgency when it comes to projects like this, and moreover it's the submission date... =.="

Don't wish to say any further... Just have no comments or whatsoever for now..

** PISSED OFF **

Thinking back of the 1st few days of the brand new year 2009, I really enjoyed myself too much that I really forgot the presence of God in my life, and by going on like this for the rest of the year, first thing I will do is to backslide away from God, second thing is I will lost all my sense of vision and dreams and goals and everything in my life, which I DON'T WISH TO HAPPEN!!!

Well... Just before I walked back home, I was at my house bus stop, sitting down there with mp3, and I just keep staring at the pavement area and asking God to bring me back to the right path that He wants me to go to, and not to be lost.

Sometimes, I just don't have much words to express how I feel especially when I am emo (and maybe sad/upset also?).. This year I really want to lead a happy and positive life, just like what I have tagged Cyril yesterday in his blog about what Dr Kim have mentioned during the service which she came last year.. "Be a HAPPY man". Sometimes, I just feel like telling God, that how I ever wish that I can be a HAPPY man every SINGLE day of my life, as much as I can... But year after year, there will sure bound to have a certain period of time whereby we just feel very emo and at times I just feel like crying (which I really did last year). 

Let tonight be a peaceful one for me, as I begin to reflect and think back of everything that I have done and not done, and allow God to speak to me, be it through tonight's sleeping or the next day when I am going to take the 1st Service 966 long journey bus ride as I go early to church for serving (as usual 7:30am for ushers). I really need a good rest/sleep these few days especially tonight and tomorrow night as this coming Monday is the submission date for our final FYP.