1:25 AM
Too Stressed Up and Tired..Haiz.. Quite some time ever since i last blogged.. Pretty busy these days, so much so that I often feel very streesed up and getting tired very easily especially in class during 2nd breakout and 3rd meeting.. (even during 6P i also fall asleep, how can?? Haiz..)
These few days, unpleasant things keep on happening around me, particularly my grandma (dad's side).. She's currently still in ICU since last Thursday.. Haiz.. When my mum called me last Thursday during the 2nd breakout and told me that my grandma "almost cannot make it le..", I lost my concentration for school work all of a sudden, and tears went down my eyes because I simply cannot accept this kind of sudden shock and affecting my emotions very badly.. Haiz.. I guess some of my classmates who were inside the class at that point of time would feel very shocking by my reactions.. Haiz.. Not that I really wish to cry one.. Better pray hard my grandma will make it though and I believe she can do it.. It's really very sad to see people die especially our own kins/relatives/family/friends, but I guess, this is really part and parcel of our life.. We have to learn how to accept it.. If ever humans can live forever...................
Haiz.. Coming back to reality, these few days really can make me very fucked up and tired.. 1 of which will be the Photo IG Camp coming this Friday to Sunday.. That Anthea, last Thursday called my HP after i left school, and demand me to pay up the $$$ for the camp, and even claimed that she has sent both e-mail and sms reminder that morning when I told her that she should remind all of us to bring and pass it to her at a particular venue and time.. That morning I did not receive any e-mails nor sms from her at all lo.. And she still have the cheek to show attitude to me.. Fine.. As usual I just scolded her back and she just hang up the phone in the end.. Fine lo.. Let her angry lik e mad cow like all I care.. Already my mood for that afternoon already not very good le and she still add salt to the wound..
Now the last thing before I go to sleep as I'm damn tired le.. Which is Kickboxing part ofMartial Arts.. As the days pass by, I did not really have enough time for additional trainings.. Alreadi every Wednesday for Adult Wushu class is tired for me le.. I really need a break off..!!! I have every thought of giving up Kickboxing, but I guess I should make the decision soon.. Else, when this Victor of his really cannot tahan everything, he will become a mad and "scold people easily" and this is not the Victor of his past and present (currently) le.. Haiz.. Still got PP somemore.. I have not even started the proposal yet which is date due 30th May 2007, just 1 day before my big day.. I guess I shall take a sleep 1st.. Will blog when I'm free to blog again...
Victor Lim