12:58 AM
Pissed.. Something just not right for me..Just a while ago when i was bathing, my brother went to my laptop and click undo to delete all the photos that i took today.. Damn it.. I was already in a angry mood after bathing (mum scolded me) and this kind of thing appear to me.. Was trying very hard not to shout and scold damn loud at him... Luckily i have Isaac to help me with the photo recovery in the memory disk, else.. my mood will be worst than that..
Haiz.. These few days, something's just not right for me.. I realised that for the past few days, i have made people feel irritated, made people going to lose trust in me, made people angry, being late for a lot of events especially TKD and Wushu training.. It's not the usual Victor Lim that I'm now.. Just what the fuck I'm doing these days man.. Haiz.. Can anyone enlighten me with that?
It's only 18 days from now to the starting of the new school term.. Year 2 le.. Means more things to do and more stress as well.. Have to finish the CE point thing and the PP (Professional Profiling) by the end of Year 2 so as not to have a ever harder life when comes to Year 3 with FYP (Final-Year Project).. Which means a few days from now i have to start chiong-ing for all these especially the PP, because it requires more work to be done, and I'm also looking forward to the day which i can do presentations very well and professionally in front of a group of people.. But before that, I have to keep on practicing my presentation skills daily through the "1 day 1 problem" PBL way.. End of Year 1 le my skills still very suck thumb.. Damn damn lousy.. Damn un-professional.. I really wanted to be able to speak very confidently in front of people and not to be afraid of any objections that i faced.. Although the modules in Year 2 for DBC (Diploma in Business Computing) are all IT-based, but what i must tell myself is that, as a business student (although not pure business based..), I must be able to discipline myself, to train myself to present myself with full of confidence, and to be able to do things in a professional way, and not to forget that I must be able to dress smart whenever required.. 1 thing I learned in VE.. "Dress smart for success". To be able to succeed, the first thing that is required by myself is to be serious whenever there's a need to when doing certain things.. And of course some other factors which are to be included as well..
As for this PP, I'm still wondering whether which company should i go and interview and after that do up a solid presentation for the PP.. Need to interview quite a lot of things for a particular industry, so on and so for.. Haiz.. I guess, when the new school term starts, I have to be at least 50% prepared to do up the PP.. 18 days is all I have from now..
Victor Lim