10:44 AM
Talking about NPCC.. (ZSS)Just had a chat over MSN with Miss Kuek just now.. Feeling more upset after that, not because they are not treating us well, but rather, it all lies with my batch of cadets also, including myself..
Yes.. I have to admit that i commit some mistakes in the past, and some were even till the extent of making my OC (at that time) very angry.. The mistakes that i did can never be forgotten, reason being, i want it to be a lesson to be taught, and not to make any silly mistakes that make people angry.. Yes, i admit that i am still a blur person until now, do things also like blur blur, den stupid mistakes also can come out from me..
That was on my part in NPCC both as a cadet / (NCO) and as the Head of Admin Dept..
Now i just feel like I'm leaving a very damn bad impression for all the TOs when i stepped down from ZSS NPCC after all the stupid things i committed in the past... Look at my sister, and me. It's just like 1 heaven and 1 hell, needless to say i fall in which category (the latter one)...
Taking about POP (Passing-Out Parade), Miss Kuek help me to ask Mr Andy Koh (our OC at that time) why only our batch got no POP (whereas for all my seniors and juniors all do have it.) Well.. and the reply is 'because the batch CMI, so no POP'. After hearing this, I kinda feel very upset about it, and at the same time, to reflect back on the past, sometimes i feel that we (as a batch of cohort of cadets) are also to be blame.. Look at the spirit that we have.. I Don't think it's good as compared both to our senior and junior batch.. Very slacking also i can say.. What makes me feel more upset is that Miss Kuek told me this: 'POP is MOST IMPORTANT thing in a cadet's life', and our batch don't even deserve it.. Well, i just feel that my batch is the worst of the worst among all the other batches of cadets so far throughout this whole NPCC in Zhenghua, and i just feel our batch is the most useless ones among all.. For all the things that we did in the past, for all the things that we have performed in the past.. For all the things that we have contributed in the past.. A lot a lot more.. Haiz.. If our batch don't even have (or should i say 'deserve' instead) POP, this really shows that ..................................
Well, having say so much things above, i have to say that what's done cannot be undone le, and it's like already for more than a year since we stepped down from NPCC due to O'Levels.. I'm really glad that my junior batch of cadets really have a better life in Zhenghua NPCC, and i hope for the next few batches of cadets that came in to Zhenghua NPCC, they will learn from the lessons that our batch had gone through and not to repeat the same mistakes that we ever had.. Shall end my blogging here for now.. I have something else on later on..
Victor Lim