7:48 AM
VEHmm.. Speaking of VE here, i find that i have not always been letting people know that i actually worked there. I always trying to find excuses to reply back to all my friends that i see how first whether i working this coming holiday etc etc.. Actually we go there do business rather than work, got difference one. But still, i ask myself this question: Is it really scary to let people know what kind of industry i'm doing? Yea, i believe a number of you here would have some negative thoughts about this industry, i have experienced it in my previous class (W26L). What i got back are a mixture of thoughts. Some gave me moral support, some have their neutral stand, and some even persuaded me to quit while the dreams i plan ahead is already there. More often than not, they will keep on asking me how much have I earned so far, and from there, they were trying to convince me to quit. It's like they expected me to earn at least a 3-figure sum of $$$ when i have not even put much of my effort in this industry. Even most of my relatives have extremely negative thoughts and 1 of them even made me cried and feeling damn upset. My relatives were saying that i should finish my studies first and then get a "DECENT paying job". Everytime i hear them saying these 3 words really makes me very du lan, very fed-up. Guys, tell me, would i be able to achieve all my dreams if i only continue to stay in this fucking 3 words with the word DECENT? And the fact that the standard of living and expenses in Singapore is getting freaking higher and higher really makes me tempting to ask this question even further.
Really, i do not wish to live in this world full of regrets. All the setbacks in the past are there to make me to become a stronger person (not really say in physical, but in other aspects such as mentally and emotionally stong). I want to live my life to the fullest and achieve all my dreams i always hoping for. Okay write till here le.. Time to go school le.. Cya guys =)
Victor Lim