1:01 AM
Stressed and fucked up..Just had a chit chat session with Henry just now outside Pending LRT Station at about 10:40pm, chat until close to 12am.. Well.. Talk a lot of stuffs, especially driving licence and work.. Work is something which makes me damn fucked up and I kept on "Wa Lau" and "Grrr" when i chatting with him..
Talking about job, he is currently working as a promotor for Nokia HP and guess what? His weekends pay already makes up about $1000++ (exclude deduction for his CPF account). WEEKENDS only... Me?!? Working in The Cafe Cartel @ Junction 8, and my pay so far doesn't exceed $300 per month.. (Rate is $5/hr, find it pretty less lehz..) At all cost, I will avoid working for Fridays, Saturdays, Public Holidays, and eve of Public Holidays.. Why? Because this is the most stressed and fuck up hell busy like shit period le.. (especially night time), very tough i must say.. To me it's sort of SK job (PM me if u dunno wat I meant by "SK" or "SKW") and the pay is so freaking less... I really envy those who just sit down in office and do admin work, and the fact that their pay is much more higher than mine... No need do SKW job... Still got what double pay, weekends pay, etc kind of thing.. Mine lehz.. KOSONG!!! Haiz.. At first thought working in The Cafe Cartel, it will be enjoyable for me.. But now.. Haiz.. And the fact that I took a hell long time and I still haven been able to learn everything when doing S1 (serve food and drinks), and still got scolded by the seniors.. Dunno whether to consider that as a failure or not.. I really doubt that I'm really suitable to work in a F&B industry kind of job.. Admin job to me is the best.. Now ah... I really looking forward to the day that I have found a much more higher pay end kind of job.. 1 time experience in F&B industry is enough.. This will be the 1st and also the LAST F&B job I'm going to work in le... Haiz..
Talking about driving licences, it's another headache thing to me.. With limited ownself financial, I already find it a hard time to cope with the expenses for my driving licence (Class 3) course..
Not to even mentioned about switching from Private to School one when I really wish to learn for the School one.. Henry has suggested me a few ways.. But after listening to all of them, I still tell him "what's the use if my discipline is not there to execute such plans or things..?" Haiz.. I shall see what happens as the month goes by..
Talking about Kickboxing IG in RP by SKD, I really don't know if I should really join or not. Already my sch, work, PP stuff, etc already all so stressed up le.. Now come 1 more this IG and I really have big headache ah... Haiz.. Now headache and stressed up until don't know what do do next le..
Stop here for now le... I damn tired and fucked up le.. Give me some break!!!
Victor Lim