11:40 PM
Updates these few days..Haiz.. Once again, sorry for being too harsh in my words for the previous entry because my mood isn't that good at the point of time.
These few days, i always tend to do a self-reflection about myself.. People here, if you find me suddenly being too quiet with not much of expression, you should know what happen to me.. Besides being too stressed out about the CCA thing (actually is called SLA), i also feeling very down because of other factors..
First thing first, this is from my honest opinion/thinking and no offences to anyone arh..
These few days, i've been observing the characters of my classmates, and then did a self-reflection on it. Thinking back of the past, what have i done wrong, and how should i correct it so that i will not make the history repeats itself again. Come on, i'm now about to 18 yrs old le, and i ought to become mature and not being so childish anymore le.. Okie.. So far i have found around 3 to 4 potential guys classmates which i can establish a very good friendship with, and for these 3 or 4 guys, i may use them as my role examples, meaning if they are good in a certain way, i will learn it from them.
Once again, no offences for what i wish to say below;
This late morning/noon, the faciliation room was too noisy, i wasn't able to concentrate on the assignment thing seriously, and i did not mention anything about it when i was inside the room. Instead, i asked around 2-3 guys whether they wish to go out also, and the 4 of us here brought our laptops outside to do our assignments. Doesn't mean if i can tolerate the super loudness noise inside the room, i can concentrate my work well. It makes me feel very distracted that i can't continue on with my work. At least for movies, i am still okay with it. In fact, i feel very happy when my classmates play movies during breakouts as it can be a form of entertainment ;-)
Okie i think it's time to get some rest for me le.. Once again i stressed out this: No offence to anyone here especially for my classmates. Don't take it TOO MUCH to heart when you read this entry. Shall end my tonight's entry here..
Victor Lim