Tuesday, June 09, 2009

8:23 PM

Feeling bad..


How I wish, I can drive a car into the tunnel and speed as fast as the photo above....

That's how I felt right now... At least after I did a facebook quiz about the percentage of my happiness. I got 59% for overall which is quite accurate.. Lots of reasons to explain why it is only 59%...

The main reason would be because I have already missed a lot of things in my life, and I am just 21 years old, I cannot afford to miss even more things which would only make me feel hurt and miserable on the inside of me...

Already at work, I felt hurtful enough (especially of that incident a few weeks back) and ill-treated by that someone at times, I don't want to receive anymore hurt from anywhere else...

Just wondering... How long more do I have/want/wish to work in the CDC? Some of them encouraged me to stay on till mid-September, that particular person hope that I can work till END of September (which left only 1 week of break before my NS and she claims that it is enough for me. **Totally bull crap!**

Personally, for now, I think at most I will work till end of August before I take a month of break before NS...

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Victor Lim