10:08 PM
A tragic day to be remembered..(Sorry to delay the photos for JT and Irvin's birthday because of what I am gonna blog below..)
Yes... This day/date shall be Thursday. 30th October 2008.. Around 6pm, at the bus stop along Changi Rd (outside Venture Era there) =.="
What a way to end off the month of October... =.="
And it's just nice when Reuben and myself were about to onboard Service 2 down to City Hall area for dinner at around 5pm++ (close to 6pm) and this tragic thing happened to me..
All the while I have been quite cautious of my wallet and other important belongings such as handphones etc..
But....
On this very tragic date and time, I don't know how come I can freaking afford to drop my wallet (I guess so), and let me list down the things which was inside my wallet (those which I can remember one..)
- IC
- POSB ATM Card
- EZ-link Card
- Cash money of about $100
- Passion membership card (RP and Community Club one)
- ZONE-X Arcade Card
- SD Card (Which contains the recent photos in my camera cos my camera under maintainence)
- Some of the older bus tickets
- TECMAN membership card
- Some other cards which I forgot what liao..
The most heartbroken thing is that the wallet is something which my sister bought for me for my birthday this year, and the amount is a sum which is not cheap at all.... $99....
Yesterday night, got a good lecture by my mum, and on this night I felt super sad, super useless, super condemned, and I just can't resist it but to weep for like say half an hour..
At 1 point of time, I just feel that I have let down to my family a lot, especially my parents and sister, for all the wrongdoings or the carelessness things that I have done.. Been on this Earth for 20 years ++ and I still can afford to commit such things... Sometimes I just really need to reflect more deeply onto myself, what I have done for the past 20 years.. Next year is going to be the start of my adulthood when I turn 21, and how can I change myself for the better... Haiz..
This afternoon after my cell group meeting, I feel much more better but still not 100% yet.. I guess my life still have to move on no matter what.. What's done cannot be undone, and through this, it is a great lesson to be taught to me..
Have a few people that I really wish to thank for the past few days when this thing happened..
- Reuben (for being by my side when this thing happened, and the treat for dinner + trip back home, and all the things that you have told me especially at the bridge at Harbourfront..)
- Fang Sheng (for being my companion when taking Service 963 back home from Harbourfront, and to cheer up my mood while inside the bus)
- My parents (for the new wallet + ez-link card that they have made for me although I get hell lecture from my mum)
- A few other friends for being a listening ear to me when I told them about it..
I just hope that after this incident, I will be more (100x) cautious than ever in future, and not to lose my wallet in future (especially when there's my original IC inside).. Meanwhile I need some time to regain my mood...
Labels: lesson to be learnt
Victor Lim