12:15 PM
What happen if...During IT Security & Management class at the 2nd breakout, while I was in a very sleepy and lazy mood, I have this urge to listen to Jay Chow's song... As some of you may know, some of his songs, whenever I listen to it, I will start to recall and think back of something, and usually that something would always be a memorable one..
But this time, it's somehow a bit different..
What happen if...
... I am not a bus enthusiast in the 1st place? Will my life be very different from what I am right now? Will I be more carefree and live my life more happily because I do not need to deal with bus enthusiasts that create a lot of troubles and unhappiness and conflicts to other bus enthusiasts? Will I be able to live my life normally as compared to MANY of my poly friends?
Sometimes, whenever I compare all my poly friends with myself, I just feel that I am the most odd one out and being outcasted by others.. I just don't know why sometimes I will think this way.. I have always been wanting to let ALL my secondary school and poly friends know that I am not someone who is a distinctive bus enthusiast who just live by the buses alone.. That's why sometimes I just don't feel like talk or do anything that is related to bus (other than taking bus as a form of transport to bring me to somewhere), and that's why when my year 1 poly friends asked me "Victor, how's your bus photo taking and etc?", I told them that I have no time for that. I don't wish to be made well-known to all my friends about me having bus as 1 of my hobbies, and I just wish to keep a very low-profile to others (except my fellow bus enthusiast friends) about it.
It's already the last day of school before we are going to have 1 pathetic week of term break before we continue our semester 2 till week 16, and I am already feeling like that...
Pon-ing mood, sleepy mood, lazy mood, THINKING mood...
Labels: thoughts
Victor Lim