11:24 PM
A lesson to be learnt...Skipped the afternoon part of the day because I got no mood to talk about it.. (Anyway it's mainly about FYP for afternoon)
Left the school at around 6pm++ and I went to Benjamin Shears Bridge (Esplanade side) to have my quiet time alone there... And 1 of the things I speak to God is about moulding my character, my life.... It has since came to pass in the form of my tagboard.. I was reminded of being too impulsive towards my harsh actions that I have did for the bus in the past few days.. I was being reminded of the moral values that I have impacted on others as well... Before that, I already post in SG Forums that I will try not to do it on certain bus services which my friends would tend to ride on, but after what was being told to me, I really get the point and really wanting to make an appointment to write down the "10 Commandments" in my own version to suit my personal self especially in the form of my character..
Annoymous (in my tagboard), now I know who you are, and I shall not reveal your name here to protect your privacy. But I really very thankful that you saw my entries in my blog and posted that to me, that once again, you have reminded me something... I know that you can be very blunt in your words at times, but to think back, sometimes, being blunt is good, in the sense that your message is being brought across in a more direct way, and I like people that just express their opinions in that way, rather than those who will just go 1 big round just to say something which is very minor.. So blessed to have a bus enthusiast friend like you, although you may seem to be fierce at times... ^_^
Whereas for Nameless (in my tagboard as well), I really wish to know who you are... Be it a bus enthusiast or not.. Don't worry I will NOT delete and deny the fact that I am in a wrong.. I am not like the old self anymore... Now that I am more willing to open up my heart, even in such kind of things like now.. Any opinions or things that you are really unhappy about, just make a point to tell me without any hesitation or fear that I might do some negative things here and there.. I will not be angry or having any grudge towards you for such comments, so please please, let me know who you really are... I really wish to talk to you about it... ^_^
And Jack as well (although he never tagged me in my blog but I have spoken to him through the phone).. It has been a great blessings to have friends like you, to keep constantly reminding me of the things that I have done, especially the negative ones like now... Got the points that you have said to me just now, and I will really make a point to really write down the 10 Commandments of my own version for myself, just like the 10 Commandments in the book of Exodus in the bible, Chapter 20, Verses 1 to 17...
Shall end off this entry with a prayer and after that I will think through what to write for the 10 Commandments of my own version for myself...
Lord, i thank You for 1 of my prayers which i have prayed for just now at Benjamin Shears Bridge to come to pass, and i really feel guilty and sorry for the negative things that i have committed. Lord, as i seek forgiveness from You, i pray that You will continue to mould me and change me in terms of my character. Lord, i pray that You will remove the impulsiveness that i really have, and cleanse me from all the unrighteousnesses that i have, provide me with a new and clean set of character. Lord, i don't want to be the old self and repeat my old self character ever again. CHANGE me, EMPOWER me, RECHARGE me with a new set of myself and i really want to continue having my life in a better way each day.. In Jesus mighty name i pray... Amen...
I will instruct you and teach you in the way which you should go; I will counsel you with My eye upon you.
- Pslams 32:8
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Victor Lim