You may wonder how come when i mentioned that i wanted to go home but then in the end i ended up still in BPJ Plaza MacDonald now blogging away.. This is because currently i don't really have the mood to go home.. Prehaps it's because of my personal problems or obstacles that i currently facing now.. Haiz..

It's time for me to reflect back on myself for a few moment...

These few days i've been doing fine in school, always stepping into RP with a happy mood.. Get to enjoy and interact with my classmates well.. But when it comes to after school hours, that's when all my negative thoughts came about in my mind, NATURALLY.. haiz.. It also happens when i play bball with Hong Sheng yesterday morning @ Bt Panjang CC.. Seriously i really don't know what's really wrong with me nowadays.. Really.. The life path that i'm going through currently is pretty hard for me.. Facing tons and tons of obstacles each and every single day, and i must be able to have the courage to face these obstacles and overcome it, and it's not easy for me..

Some people think that thinking back of our past is good, some people think it's not.. Just don't know why i keep on thinking back of my past NATURALLY in my mind and always reflecting on myself.. In a way it's good because this can allow me to avoid the same mistakes that i did in the past.. In a wat it's bad because this will lead me to depression, and once i feel very depressed, that's goes my cheerful & happy-go-lucky mood of the day.. The time now is 7:45pm when i wrote until this sentence. Somehow currently i still don't really have the mood to go home.. Just now i had a round of bus service 920 trip (TIB638T) from Bt Panjang Bus Interchange back to the starting point when i boarded the bus before i reached BPJ Plaza MacDonald again.. Later i think i just have a ride on service 184 or 700A back home for dinner.. Just now when my dad called me, he asked me whether i'm coming back home for dinner or not and what time i come back home, and even when i reach Bt Panjang early, i will most probably not going home early cos i might wish to blog or to settle my daily assignment before i ever go home..

Okie.. I got to go off to wait for my bus le.. Cya tml in school.. Have a good night ;-)

P.S: my TIB1062Y on service 700 has just came reached Bt Panjang bus interchange from Shenton Way and it's now ready to go off service le.. Just like me when now i'm off service back home le.. For TIB1062Y is back to SMRT Woodlands Bus Depot..