1:15 PM
Deserted....It is so damn much different in class as compared to other days... It's like that kind of feelings and spirit isn't there anymore le... Today in class during breakout it's damn damn peaceful and quiet... Quiet till the extent that it seems very deserted to me...
Quite a lot of my class people pon class today... Guys side, only me, Minthu, Rafi, ZhengChuan and Lincoln turned up today... Girls side, only Hui Xian, Angela, XiaoWei, ShuMin, Azima, Huili and Minli turn up today.. About 12 people turned up only... Sigh...
These few days, things keep getting and going through in my mind, especially related to W64R... At times, I do wonder, whether in my W64R friends' heart, I am being a out-casted by some of them (especially for all those who never come for lesson today..), whether am I being a hatred person to them, or whether am I been backstabbed or betrayed (not in the fun type but in a very serious matter).. I really really hope that all these would not happen to me... Even if it's so, I rather they just tell my straight through heart-to-heart talk, so at least I won't be feeling so damn negative, and moreover, I am not the type of person when my friends said me bad or negative things and then I just break off the friendship ties...
Till then I shall just stop here and give myself a break... Somehow I just feel very restless and tired, and don't wish to do anything right now...
Victor Lim