12:36 AM
QuietnessLast Tuesday one i shall not reveal the thing I mentioned in my blog... Just don't feel good to say it out... I mean, it's just only the fact that I have buses as my hobby (joyride, photo, etc...), and it has since spreading like a virus in my class le, at least to my Tuesday teammates... Spread I still don't mind, what I mind the most is the fact that they kept making fun of it, which sometimes I don't really feel good about it, though it may seem unique.
I really don't wish to convey the message to my current classmates that I only like buses and nothing else.. I really don't want to have a weird feeling that I'm always the odd one out!!! I really want to share at least a few common interest which most of my friends/other people have.. I also don't wish to see that my life is only OBSESSED with buses.... I don't want to convey the wrong message to my classmates..
Lately, to be honest, I don't really feel good being with my current classmates... Don't know whether am I very quiet in class or what... Haiz.... I don't want this to happen to me.... I really want to feel good everyday being together with my classmates.. Be it joy or sorrow, enjoy or work, etc etc... For the past 3 semesters, I find that I have always been very quiet in class most of the time.... 1st day I entered RP, I promised myself that I would be more sociable, but in the end, semester by semester, I always find that I'm not sociable enough.
Sigh..
Victor Lim