12:59 AM
Freethinker or Christian??Haiz... Looks like this is going to be a very tough decision for me...
Let me voice out the reasons why Buddhist and Christian is out for me...
Buddhist:
In the 1st place, I don't really believe in this religion... All the while I just follow blindly with my parents, they ask me go temple pray, I just take the joss stick and just do some actions only and wasn't really serious in it... (Act serious only)
Christian:
I really wanted to be in this category all the while, but then, what Bing He said has a point there too... What happens if *touchwood* something bad happens to my grandparents? Moreover, I'm the eldest son in my family, and my responsibility is the greatest, and I can't touch the joss stick whenever I does offerings for them... Haiz......
Bing He then told me that I can just become a freethinker and continue to go for church service and activities, and I have to believe in myself....
Kenny then asked me why I don't want to be a Buddhist... Reason being, I just simply don't believe in that... Reasons have been explained above..
Freethinker, to me, is just going to be like sort off making a compromise between Christian and Buddhist... I have left with NO more choices... and I guess... My fate will be to just become a freethinker...
Haiz..........
Victor Lim