1:41 PM
TIME TO CHANGE!!!Quite some time ever since I last blog, due to all the busy and hectic life (and prehaps also FUCKED UP life too?) that I ever had... 7th month has been a very sway (unlucky) period for me.. Don't wish to explain any further which may make me even more FUCKED UP...
I guess... All the hell suffering have to come to a end... It's really the time when I should even CHANGE more for the better!!!
Prehaps it's really really time for me to WAKE UP!!! To prevent anymore REGRETS i ever had...
ZSS NPCC and Republic Polytechnic are just 2 major REGRETS that I ever had...
I HAD IT ENOUGH OF THESE SHIT!!
NO FURTHER REGRETS FOR ME PLEASE!!!
Prehaps I shall have something for me to be MOTIVATED and MOVE ON with it...
Met up with Raymond a few weeks back at Clementi area, had lunch @ Sumo House, and had a good nice chat session there... Long session there... But ultimately, I feel like I'm more preferred to believe in Christianity rather than Taoist/Buddhist.. All the while, I have been following almost blindly with my parents, and did not really have my own desire religion to believe in... I guess... It's really time for me to CHANGE for the better and seriously speaking, my brother also wanted and preferred to be a Free-thinker rather than follow my parents... I guess.... We should really FIGHT for what we really DESIRE for... We should have a firm stand on what we really WANT and I always tell my brother that he should also FIGHT for it, in all sorts of area, including FREEDOM... (Like how I fight for it during my Sec 4 and 5 days)
Together, me and my brother will MAKE our own DIFFERENCE, and be really what we WANT and DESIRE!! The FIGHTING spirit must be there!! MOVE on with our life man!! [Eugene (my brother), tag on my blog once you have read it!!! Is a MUST!! alright? ^_^]
Life is never easy for all of us here.. Life is too short for us to keep on follow our parents' decision all the time... At times, we should really FIGHT for what we really desire for, no matter how HARSH / FIERCE / STRONG / PESSIMISTIC they can be!! Trust me... Although it's NOT a EASY task to deal with, but once you finally SUCCEED in it, you will feel the sense of achievement and have the things you really desire...
For me, I believe in Christianity is because I trust that the god will help us to minimize the problems that I faced in my everyday life.. If a lot of my friends out there can do it, why can't I?? Long story out there also... I shall not say anything much for now..
Victor Lim