11:32 AM
Moodless to carry on...Haiz... Today's Database lesson... Don't feel like carry on le... Tempted to pon ten halfway but my team members stopped me from doing that... Haiz... Hui Xian went to TTSH to visit her mother who's suffering from stroke, hope her mum will recovered her health status well.... =)
These days, I have been getting demoralize in school for lesson day by day, especially JAVA PROGRAMMING... No mood to carry on with this fucking I.T modules.. I.T MAKES ME DAMN SICK... Why Why Why??? Why am I studying in this freaking useless polytechnic.. I should have re-taken my O Levels and get to a better polytechnic with better BUSINESS courses with better modules... Now, even if I feel very regretted right now, also makes no use... Already halfway in my 3 years journey in HELL le... Deep inside my heart, I really feel like crying... Haiz..
Well.... I guess... For these few weeks before end of this semester, I must really force myself to do my best as much as possible in order to survive well in this HELL journey.. And the saying goes "saying is always easier than done"... HaizzZzzZzzzZzz....
To all my juniors, I really hope you people will not end up like me, having to suffer 3 years of HELL in this HELL journey... It's really PITA (pain in the ass) for me deep inside my heart... Haiz.... I can't imagine what kind of future will I have with this 3 years of HELL... Haiz...
Victor Lim