8:29 PM
Breakthrough with my parents..Now comes to probably the toughest task so far for me.. That is, to tell my parents that I'm a Christian and I'm no longer a Buddhist/Taoist instead...
After 19 years, I finally discover the religion that I really wanted to be in throughout all these years.. I should really seek for the one which i REALLY believe in, instead of just following my parents' religion aimlessly and without any sense of faith or believe in Buddhist or Taoist..
"Mum, dad, it's time that I should really have my decisions in terms of everything, and moreover, we only get to live in this world only once. Please, let me have this chance, to really go and discover my true self, and be really my true self, instead of being restricted even in terms of religion and beliefs.."
Last Sunday, my parents told me that this coming Sunday they are going to wait for me to return back home from Wushu before going to the temple at Bugis and then after that celebrating my dad's birthday, and not to get involved in other activities... Haiz... After hearing this from them, immediately, I felt very worried about it, and I really want to thank all my cell group friends, Isaac and Darryl for giving me the spiritual support and to advice me on what to do...
Besides that, I believe that god will always be by my side to help me to overcome this breakthrough with my parents, at least a spiritual support to me, and I will pray every single night from now, till after I settle with my parents successfully.. God, i have faith in you, and really hope that this can be solved as soon as possible...
Victor Lim