12:10 AM
Frustrated and Feeling Down At The Same Time..Why frustrated? For a simple freaking reason. (Sorry if i use any word that seem offensive whenever my volcano is going to burst) This is because whenever i'm feeling down, and have the feeling of writing my blog, i HATE my family members to interupt or disturb me. Keep on nagging until it spoil my mood of writing blog.. Whatsmore, i'm not as fortunate as some of you people who get to have the privilege of having a bedroom of your own.. Can get to do things with minimum chance that your parents keep on nagging about the same usual stuffs (like "dun sleep too late" etc etc).
I can tell you although i may seem to be a happy and cheerful person in your eyes, but that was only for when i'm NOT at home.. YES, i can understand that my familiy members do care for me, but than sometimes i also can't stand the freaking hell vulgarities from my brother.. No matter how hard i tried to discipline him, but in the end still no use. Everyday keep on complaining to me about his school sux (which happened to be my former Primary School). Then i also like very sianz.. Once the clock reaches 10 plus, my brother will automatically "CHASE" me out because he wants to sleep. There goes the end of my privacy.. Parents nagging, keep on disturbing me, are common sights at my house living room. Okie i got to stop saying all these le.. Main thing is actually not these..
The main thing i wish to talk about is about my hobby. Really, i miss those times when i can just happily went to the basketball court @ Blk 623 and play basketball (bball) with Zhi Wei they all.. Now, because of my other commitments that i have, i will have much more lesser time for bball le.. In my mind i'm thinking that maybe i will make it a point that every Saturday morning i will go there and play, and also to slowly train up my bball skills (which is now damn lousy and rusty). I guess it's mainly because of my martial arts training and my business in Venture Era (VE) that affects my bball hobby. I guess it's time for me to do some time management and planning as to try to be able to balance my sports hobby (bball) well.. I should at least set aside 1 morning per week for such activity.
Another thing i wish to talk about is my performance in this new semester in RP (W16L) so far. This one very negative de.. So far all i got were all Bs and Cs.. The comment (given by our faciliators) that strikes me the most will be the one by my Cognitive faciliator, Miss/Mrs Audrey Tan. No doubt, she also faciliated my previous class in the previous semester also, W26L.. Last time i used to get all straight Bs from her, with the exception of 1 particular RJ when i write full of craps about my friend's chalet at Downtown East. Now, this is the comment which strikes me the most among all:
"I have to stress again that the content of the RJ matters more than the length! Victor, you have to recognise the fact that it is not others duty to get you to speak up! It is your own! While it would be good to have encouraging teammates, you should not expect others to do this for you all the time. More importantly, you have to recognise how, by keeping quiet, you are compromising on your own learning."
YES, i really have to admit that i'm very very weak in terms of my generating ideas and the level of understanding about a certain topics especiallt those very tough ones like Sciences. It's because of this factor that makes me being so quiet during the team discussions. Well, i should do my best to improve and brush up on my weakness. One fine day i shall be able to overcome this weakness, have faith in myself that i will be able to make it one fine day.
I think it's time for me to get some maple-ing or do some other stuffs before i go off to bed. Tomorrow shall be a brand new day for me, and of course that will include my classmates who like to always mentioned about me and Wan Ning ;-p haha.. Okie guys & gals take care wohz ;-) Will update again when i'm free or when i feel like blogging.. Cya ;-)
Victor Lim